Thursday, December 31, 2009

bye


again...
i tell myself today is the last day of 2009...
days after today will be the past tense...

what should i do?
prove them i am grown?
then where is my freedom?

no no no...
i should refresh my mind...
what i have done in 2009?
SPM? family? school life? friends? classmates?

i am still blur about which is more important...
is the experience?
or the result?
however my answer is "both"...

no more buts...
i admit...
sometimes my steps are too fast...
till could not sense...
the beauty of the rose...
the aroma of the coffee...

i think i need pressure to improve myself to become better...
try to think carefully...
maybe i have hurt you before indirectly...

i have to make an apologize here...
"sorry sorry"...
and thank to who have teach me...
"thank you"...

we have our own world...
we share the happy hours...
we share the moody hours too...

no matter what happen...
i am still loving you all...
me still me...
never change my mind....

i can do it better in 2010...
overcome the changelles...
no more excuses...
grab the chances...
tomorrow will be a...
new start...
and new hope...

bye 2009...


Monday, December 28, 2009

少了


该有的都不缺...
但好像还是少了什么...

被空虚的感觉吞没...
少了你...
我...
写不下去了...

我还不够勇敢...


Friday, December 25, 2009

innocence


merry christmas...

that feeling was so complicated...

for me...

you are innocent...

maybe i don't really care what you think of me...

cause either way you are gonna think what you believe...

there's nothing you could say that would hurt me...

i'm better off without you anyway...

i thought it would be hard...

but i'm okay...

giving you nothing...

however it's the best...

sorry...

you are innocent...



Wednesday, December 23, 2009

街角


又经过那街角...
一条充满回忆的街角...
所有的回忆就像电影<不能说的秘密>一样...
重复倒带...
一次又一次...

是喜?
还是忧?
喜是我还会想念...
忧是我还忘不了...
不知道...

一年半了...
曾经一起避雨的街角...
曾经一起喝豆奶的街角...

如今...
一切回忆成了我...
站在街角的...
祝福...



Tuesday, December 22, 2009

just for you

you are someone to confide in...

and tell you the troubles i have faced...

the some good times as you...

you are someone who can brighten my way...

just a loving thought a way...

to care and stay in touch...

that is why the mean so much...

just want to tell you...

you are wonderful for me...

i know you love me so much...

and...

i love you too...

you are wished happiness...

start from now and forever...

"mama, happy birthday"...


Sunday, December 20, 2009

毕业

















踏出考场...
"merdeka, merdeka,merdeka!!"
那天SPM总算结束了...
熬了很久,终于等到这一天...
就在朋友们都在喊着"米跌价"时...

我...
毕业了...
中学生涯也应该结束了...
真的不敢相信...
以往和朋友在校园里打闹,学习的日子不在会再重来...
离开时...
还拍拍友人的肩膀...
"得空记得出来喝茶啊..."

挥别了白衣蓝裙的日子后...
站在升学的十字路口...

我的未来...
何去何从...?

me


nothing special on me...

just want to express out my feeling...

no matter i'm

happy...

sad...

lethargic..

confusing...

it's my style...

not show-off...

is SHARE...