Sunday, March 28, 2010

反省



常常在想, 有什么办法才能跳出问题的框框...
深思?

心中的那把尺, 总是无法测量出自己...
超越?

故作姿态的我, 不甘示弱向你服输...
放肆?

能力有限的我做起决定来, 总是进退两难...
犹豫?

我压抑自己, 但无补于事...
担心?

想看见自己长大的一面, 期待着...
蜕变?

我羡慕他们充实的生活, 难道我孤独...
空虚?

我向往未来的日子...
憧憬?

我回顾以前的狂欢...
回忆?

而你是我的...
讽刺?













ps: another gang of dudes are going to PLKN tomorrow... second batch... good luck to you all and take care~ Ah may, i will miss you... keep in touch yea ^^

Thursday, March 25, 2010

love myself

Please don't judge me again.

I can't believe who you are now.


You like flee from the reality. But you never flee from the troubles I made before.

You like lies on them. But you never lies on you.

You just like a judger. Used to prove the fact to me and you let me lost.



However, who I am?

A fool?


You changed.

You love yourself more than before.



I also should learn from you.

Should love myself more than before.

Monday, March 22, 2010

rest in peace



Mood swing badly after receiving a new. I'm sorry to heard about it.


How could it be? I sad enough to accept this fact. However, I know it all are fate. Nobody can against it.

God, why you so cruel?


You grab away my beloved teacher and my classmate. They were the kindest and dearest.


Why?
Why?
Why?


May angels bring you two to heaven safely.

Cikgu Zahari and Ramzi Jasmi, Rest in peace.


The moment with you guy will be the most memorable for me. Your lovely smile will keep in my mind forever.

Sir, I like your Sejarah class.
Ramzi, I like your jokes.


Bye.
Love you.






Sunday, March 21, 2010

L_FOR LOVE, L_FOR LIES




Last night, i watched a movie. Although it is not the lastest movie. However, it's a bravo. I love Alex Fong ♥♥♥

BUT!!

He die at the end in the story. It was touch. Why the most handsome guy will die in the climax? I even cry when I saw the scene. Am I too obsessed?

Haha~ XD

^^
=)

Yes, I love movie. I love Alex Fong too. ^^

Maybe i will catch up all the movies act by him. Haha!!


L_FOR LOVE, L_FOR LIES.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

惆怅









今天的雨,带来了一丝惆怅...

惆怅的感觉的确扰乱了思绪...

窗外的雨滴早已洗涤了回忆...



是要向
走还是走?

每个人的终点和
目标都不一样...

但是很多人都会有
同样的结果...

发现了,

在走了很长的路后,

在花了很久时间后,

绕了一大圈又回到原点...

然后再恍然大悟,

"
啊, 其实我在原地等你很久了"...



或许有一天,

天空的
会褪色...

但唯一不能改变的是...

你像气候般的变化无常...



总是如此的难以抓摸...

我还是多愁善感...

我就是这样...







窗外的天氣
就像是 你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清

離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清昕
你的呼吸 像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停

讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣 像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停

雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗

冷冷的空氣
很仔細 我無法呼吸
一萬顆 雨滴的距離
很徹底 讓愛消失無息

屋內的濕氣 像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停



Tuesday, March 16, 2010

加油站 1






加油!!加油!! 加油!! 要相信你和我都能!! =)

希望在转角!! =D

挑战也在转角!! ><

我想...

还要加很多,很多油哦~ ^^

我可以吗?

这问题嘛...

是个未知数...

总而言之加油咯~~

Sunday, March 14, 2010

如果没有如果




我的执着, 我的倔强...

你不了解...

人说成功靠99%努力, 1%智慧...

或许我就是差那2%的勤奋, 0.5%的小聪明...

因此, 我错过了前往成功的捷径...


后悔...

有什么用?

就只能怨自己...

人生只有一次的机会, 已毁在我手里...


如果没有如果, 那会有多好...

那当初我就会多用功一点...

多专心一点...

多勤劳一点...

还有听你的话...


对于朋友的关心, 我很感恩...

对于老师的爱戴, 我很感激...

对于父母的期望, 我很抱歉....


或许你会觉得我贪心...

还不够吗?

我只是不想辜负自己...

辜负妈...

考会计的前一晚,

我终于承受不了考试的压力...

我靠在她怀里痛哭的那一幕,

考高数前, 她对我的叮咛...

考生物前给我的加油...

我永远都不会忘记...


虽说考试只是人生的一小部分...

勿把它们看得太重...

但, 我只能告诉你...

SPM 是我的遗憾...


哭过就好了...



我不是天才, 我是"地才"...

所以"地才"得比天才更努力...

前面的路, 模模糊糊...

我还得自己去摸索...

加油...






Friday, March 12, 2010

effect of SPM

The day after getting SPM result. We have dine at Malaka Raya. We were not celebration. It's just try to express out our stress of waiting the day. Because it's damn mental torturing!! Mental suffering along 3 months... (same like what Si Hui said la) Thank guys give me a wonderful night.


We laugh. We chat. We play. We crazy. We drunk. That's all are effect of SPM.


yam cha at here, Station One!!

i forgot what chop is it~ XD

Si Hui's drink. Honey honey honey~ XP

they said you will become happiness after you drinking it? It's true?

mine. Peach flavour~~ love it =)

the girl, Siew Chun. ^^

Shu Wen, the pro driver~ Wee wee~ XD

Pey Peng said she is starve!!!

hot shot with the new G11~ woo hoo =p

simile sweetly~ ^^

funny snap~ sorry Pey Peng~~ XD

Fook Keong!! bite!!

Si Hui!! Bite!!

the gang... XD

the bil. guess how much we had spend?










ps: Si hui say she damn like SS (self snap) now... hahaha~ we don't drunk la~

junction of SPM

The wait is past. SPM result finally out on today (11/03/2010). It's HOT!! What result I get? A lot of calls and sms still need me to reply. How to tell them? I shall tell them with a sigh~~~


Adui







my classmates are bravely to get the result from teacher. except me!! ><

blurred. but the guy who wear red shirt is Vincent, a botak guy from PLKN.

they signature. but i still reluctant to face my result. i run away~

my class teacher. such a pretty woman. Wee wee~

blurred again. maybe i too nervous about the result, the hand keep on shaking. ><

Siew Chun SEE it!! OMG~~

mine. not dare to open it yet!!

haven open~ XD scared.






i can't escape anymore!! face it lah!!!

i open it.
i shouted loudly.
because no C,C,D,D.
but i satisfied with it.
okay, i accept it.
not so good, not so bad too.




thank Si hui's G11~ haha.

nah~ that's mine. see? how? haiz...


yala. i have 8 apples and 3 boys.






ps: hang out with my gang at Melaka Raya just now~ post photos on tomorrow ya~ ^^

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

syok

SPM result out on tomorrow.
Don't ask about my result!

I know what it will be.
I will tell you later.

Bless me.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

EMO




EMO


Tell you honestly, i'm not happy today. Emo all the day. Everything blue blue blue.







Emo like a ghost, it grow into my soul.










现在,下雨了...
虽说只是一场过云雨...
但曾经拥有过就很满足了...
我,还什么?
...





Sunday, March 7, 2010

memorable gathering

We, 5 science of 2009 had a wonderful gather at Pn.Chew's house. Most of us do not have big changes. We still are the same, love gossip, laugh, joking... no doubt~ We still are the noise maker. We chat a lot. About I, YOU, WE, THEY, HE, SHE, IT and many many. XD

Hmm... today, we should thank to the party planner, Pn. Chew and Fook Keong (the previous monitor of 5A, haha). Plus, thank teacher's kindness. Because, she was busy to serve us. XP


the view. i even can see my house. LOL! XD

Pn.Chew said this place is the best location to have party.

can see my house from the balcony? haha XD

what song you want to heard? i will play for you. XP

curi snap. Si hui and Dickson. XD

my face cacat because of the light. ==

Siew Chun and me. =)

Si Hui and me in the lift. =D


i need to shout it loudly again... 5 science and 5 ICT rock~~


ps: must remember to call me join the next gathering ya.. ^^